Absolute elsewhere in the storms of my mind...

And so under the advisement of my close counsel I requested some pain meds and some Ativan before the procedure was started yesterday and then the anesthesiologist also gave me a good dose of sedative and by God it was all said and done before I knew it... 

AND I SURVIVED !!!

(Yeah ok. Everybody told me I would but I was I guess I was just being a candy ass on this one)

Sometimes better living through chemistry is the way to go.